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akin's.life 2008/10/02 02:22

是第几次了,
写下一整段的文字,然后按下网页右上角的红叉
没有备份没有存档

事实上我想说的有很多事,
却不懂得该怎么记录。



我渐渐的疏离了很多人。
那些曾经认为会永远陪伴我的人。
这是我不愿意的。只是我又能做些什么 --

我想着我需要什么样的生活
或者说,什么能满足我。
我开始自大,开始狂妄,开始为所欲为 --

我还是不能习惯他们
那些人都太陌生。以至于我常想
他们是他们,就算死了也与我无关。

我步入疲态。
然后我咒骂这样的环境。
它弄疯我了,整垮我了,我害怕支撑不住了。




亲爱的,亲爱的
你让我好想念。我哭了,你还是不知道。
你变得比以前成熟了,所以
我开始怕距离这种东西,尽管它从未拉近过。

我手足无措了,我压抑自己了
我开始害怕了。
我怕哪天我疯了,模糊了你的模样。
我怕哪天我病了,便不能看见你了。
我怕哪天梦醒了,那些不过是幻觉。

亲爱的,亲爱的有天
你一直一直是我的精神寄托。
我开始不安。
离你太久,我是否会思念成疾。

2008/10/02 02:22 2008/10/02 02:22

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  1. SODA 2008/10/03 19:35 阅读 | 编辑 | 删除 | 回复

    按下网页右上角的红叉 有时很需要勇气阿 - =

  2. 2008/10/11 22:06 阅读 | 编辑 | 删除 | 回复

    亲爱的
    ...........
    一定要加油!!!

    真的会一直支持你
    有些东西
    能遗忘
    就不要去想念