l u n a r k i s s

Turn on the MSN.
So find out so many off-line messages sent by you.
It's my fault that I still keep a mind of being together.
Then I close the window of MSN. I try to delete these words in my brain. No other way.

So today is still single.
I'm frightened by the beautiful life you'll meet in the USA. Those imaginations appear in my mind every night and day, filled with your laughter.
Now I know how magical the imaginative power could be.
There remains so many difficulties should be put through.
So many memories with a strange voice screaming in my head:
Don't forget. Look back and try it once again.
Aha. See? What I said goes against what I really thought.
Maybe...people always does this when they still love someone.

And when I read the first message in my MSN window, everything went in the wrong way.
And when I open that email the first word gave me a big shock.
What you thought that time is still a mystery.
What do you think of the story of you and me?
I think, it, will never be a endless story.
It's just an ended story with a clumsy ending.
Not special, not surprise, not perfect.
No people will continue writting or readng.
It's just a normal story in the human society.

It seems like that I have so many things to tell you the first days you left. But they fade away day by day.
Nobody tells me that it can be such a hard way to carry on.

But.
Maybe it's a wonder to meet you these years.
For so long a time I treated you as the most beautiful thing of my young life.
Such pleasures we have shared must be the biggest treasure of mine.
I should never told you my favourite lyrics. That is Hyde's SHALLOW SLEEP.
You should know these words:
somewhere in the calm I feeling that nothing have ever changed
your conscience close beside me till I wake
I see you untill I wake from shallow sleep